One engravement across my skin,

You claimed the lies as being my fault again.

Another engravement across my skin,

I wish this horrible nightmare would soon end.

A third engravement across my skin,

The blood flow down my thigh is no longer thin.

Next engravement across my punctured leg,

It was the care of your affection that I begged.

Another engravement with no surrender,

I was in the next room! Did you not remember?

Countless engravements with a bloody mess,

Sobbing into tear stained pillows while you two caress.

Dropping the bloody utensil on the table,

Why did you not check on me? Were you not capable?

Temporarily done, standing with open skin,

You put me through that night all over again.

Cleaning up the mess, alone in the room still,

You hurt me so bad I wish it would have killed.

Crying with bleeding through the thigh of my pants,

That was the last time you are given another chance.

Broken trust, friendship, and hearts,

The misery you put me through is off the charts.

Unanswered questions racing through my head,

How could you do this to me and not care enough to dread?

You put me through torture and I was all alone,

I wanted so badly to just leave and go home.

You expect forgiveness like this was one of our silly fights,

You will never understand how it felt to be me that night!

Death was the best thing that crossed my mind,

I would get rid or the pain leaving you behind.

If I happened to be gone when you awoke,

Maybe you wouldn't think this whole thing a joke.

It hurts me bad enough to even see you flirt,

Hearing that across the hall put me six feet under dirt.

Every minute that passed killed me a little more and more,

I sat there stranded, crying in the middle of your floor.

I paced the room plotting an escape plan,

If it weren't so dark and cold I would have up and ran.

You had this whole thing planned out and it hurt me so,

If you had known that from the beginning would you have still invited him to go?

I will never find out the truth, even if you answered how would I know?

I can't believe anything you say to me anymore, the truth may never again show.

When will it be your turn? To be hurt so bad you can not stop crying?

We both know that day will never be caused by me, the one who never stops trying.

You knew I was crying, upset, and mad,

You didn't even care enough to try to make me unsad.

You officially gave me the worst night of my life,

You walked up to my heart and stabbed with a knife.

I don't know when I will be able to put this in the past,

I'm beginning to wish this hate/love relationship wouldn't last.

You were supposed to be my best friend but our friendship is beginning to die,

This time is the last time you cause me to cry.