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By smidgenxx
31.05.2008
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trapped hurt death


	he threatened me had me trapped in a corner with no where to go he had used his life as a weapon against me If i said no he'd kill himself his blood on my hands forever i couldn't live with that the words kept running through my head "sleep with me or my life is over and you'll be to blame" he had me emotionally cornered with no chance of escape and he was digging the knife of black mail in further "choose my life or Dellis" i know it sounds bad but now i had nothing i could do! i love Dellis with all my heart and couldn't do that to him but his life over Dellis? surely that had to be priority i thought and argued "please don't make me choose" He gripped the knife tight in his sweaty palm And that was going to be the end "i love you" he said and he couldn't do it, he looked at me, "you love me too right?" i couldn't lie and shook my head "no" i said the knife raised again he stared into my eyes and said "goodbye if you don't love me i don't want to live" and the blade plunged down into his chest and there was nothing i could do it's the end of a chapter the end of a story the end of a friendship the end of a life i couldn't put things right maybe i should've done as he'd asked and chosen him over love

ShesTheLucky1

180 days ago Reply

... oh my... that's... deep... and sad.... it reminded me of something that had happened to me about five years ago.... it wasn't the same way you put here... but it was a matter of life or death matter.... i felt-- and still do feel -- as if it's all my fault... but yea... this is deep.... i like it.

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