how i hate myself
why did i think thats i would be accepted by you
alone i sit with no one to talk to
alone with only my demons to keep me company
alone with no one to hold
how i hate my lonliness
all i want is death
death is what can bring me happiness
everyone has their groups
but i dont belong to not one
i hate the life i live
my life surrounds me like a python surrounds it pray
i wish i would never feel anything
fire at will is the command
my soul tries to stay up while being hit by lonliness
one bullet is all it takes to end my miserable life
one shot to leave my body behind
hate is all i am
love left me when you shut me out
so now you must deal with the beast inside of me
a beast that you created
now you must figure how to defeat me
i guess that the only attention i will get
i will die the same way i came into this cold and hate filled world
all alone and cold
it is sad
i thought you were going to be the one to save me
but you were the who was going to deliver my death
so shoot me now and all of this will become a distant memory
a memory that will leave you the moment you join your group
so now it is the end
i can finally get along with everyone by not being around
i finally feel like one of the group
i finally can rest with a smile upon my face
good night and good bye