for attempting to surprise you
i've done a mistake that i'm not supposed to
i'd hurt your feeling, so dim and so true
i niticed it, but because of doubt, i ignore it

now day after that,
our paths had crossed for a reason that each of us doesn't know
it hurts my heart on witnessing your tears falling,
your eyes full of hatred because of me

i want to tell you to stop,
'cauz i'm here caring,
i'm here loving,
but i don't have the strength

it hurts more on seeing you running away from me
as your tears are flowing,
and pain had cracked my heart on seeing you
crying on anothers shoulder, seeing that someone else is comforting you

i ignored it once again,
facing to solve someone else problem
i'm a coward on doing that,
ignoring you, my life

three nights had passed
and i asked you for a talk
i don't know what to say and i don't know what to do
you pretended to be fine and i've asked you many times


now you tell me that it hurts,
that the pain is still there;
now i told you that i'd fallen to you,
but not the thought that i can't live without you

i requested for a distance,
for me to forget the feeling i had for you;


but still no matter how hard i tried,
every thought and everything
keeps me on remembering you,
keeps my heart's path to came back to you

eventhough it's far from my reality,
still i'm doing the greatest mistake; "loving you"...