i sit here and womder wonder wat the futture might bring i no some day ti will bring spring spring will bring joy and happiness ooo how i need it so i long to b happy and full of joy i watch every 1 else how happy they all seem deep down they long as i do they long for happiness 2 ooo no wat shuold i do should i pout should i shout should i kick and mak my self sick should i end it now i shouldnt take this and im not its over its over my life is gone wasted away into nothing ness only to be remembered 4 my faults so..... iu no longer have 2 wonder wonder what the future might hold