Did you love me because you felt alone and lonely
Your mouth said you loved me but why did i not see through your eyes that you were lieying to me.
Yes i believed everything you said. Yes i trusted you in whatever you told me.
But one day you just left me without a word or say. Surely i was convinced you loved me so i thought i did something wrong to make you runaway from me. I tried to call you and text you to ask what i did wrong or if you were ok, but up to this day no response. I just wished you said something so everything would have been much easier on me. Maybe you didnt want to hurt me but thats ok you already did when you gave me the silent treatment. If you told me something dear, i would have atlist understood. So im sitting here wondering and confused about the whole situation.
You played with my heart. Was i a rebound?Was i just a toy to you. did You use me then toss me away. Dear did i do something wrong?  Was there something happening in your life that you didnt want me to know?  I ask Why. (Dont say you love someone then end up breaken there heart.)( Dont make empty promises to someone then end up draining their emotions. ) Im not the type of girl who holds gruges or anger or fustration to anyone. But after what you did to me its very hard not to feel all this negative emotions in me. Yes i do forgive you. Yes i do ask God to help you each day wherever you are. One day i just hope you realize that i cared for you even after you left me. One day i hope you open your eyes and realize that love isnt like candy. Wherever you are dear hope you are ok and strong-always be in my heart.