Through blood shot eyes i look at you
the wound isnt fresh but half is new.
no pitty. no mercy. no anger. but pain
as you leave me to get onto this grotty train.
Ill see her again my heart beets like a drum
but all i can feel is the pain thats undone
like war like distaster
like death and never after
i think tomyself i miss you already
but nothing prepared me for anything so heavy.
a weight on my heart, a hammer to the brian
i cant breath as if the air is thich. and off goes the train
your gone forever i cant help but cry
and all i ask god is but why oh but why
ill see her again my headbeats like a drum
but all i can feel is the pain thats undone


Rest.In.Paradise my twin sis...i love you always :(