2008-05-121  1:17:40



I cant make up my mind and i cant seem to find a way, you should no i try and try everyday. I would'nt want to let us go I know you may not know because i tend to never really let it show. There has been times where i have thought about leaving because i found looks are truely decieving. At that moment I wanted to stay then i wanted to go, an at that moment i never felt so low. You didnt have a clue and that alone made me blue. I had two great guys and even one that was lost due to my lies. I was truely lost as the time passed by. Honestly i thought about taking a try but not on you but this other guy. Then i relized what i had then at once i felt so bad. Babe i couldnt picture me with out you no matter what i do it would somehow make me blue. I just want you to know i love you!