 | I feel so alone
So lost and confused
hated and betrayed
so dirty and used
fake smile and tears
confronted by fears
so ashamed and bewildered
forgotten and left
crossed and empty
lied to and abandoned
slit the wrist and watch the blood
frailty in the golden flood
whirlwind in a whisper
go out with a wimper
body fades away, as the night becomes the day
no love upon these red lips
the londely whore dips and strips
feel my body growing colder
fading away slower and slower
feel your disdain and unwanting love
am i a burden of your love?
Do i hold you back?
fighting with a vicious smack!
crumpled away in satans corner
wishing you would touch my face
hold my hand
hug my body
kiss my lips
watching as the love just slips
cold harsh words cloud the mind
missing freedom left behind?
walk away and leave me here
walk away with nothing to fear
keeping promises deep inside
a love passed do, a love that died
coughing, sleeping, and dying slow
holding on with nothing to show
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