If you love someone and then you hardly ever saw them, wouldn't you wish they could alwalys keep in contact with you.
somehow?....
well, i love this guy, and on friday 5/16/08 i broke up with him...why? you ask...well this is my reason for why i did this..

At first we were so cute, we was always talkin on the phone, texting none stop....n when i didnt have my phone he missed me...n so did i n we werent even
together yet...till he ask me out, so i did.

We were so happy, for just a moment,
i needed him to be here for me, even if i coulnt see him...he might be miles away from me, but yet i always made time for him..
i guess he never saw that.

He's amazing, man....i love him he made me realize that when things hapen they hapen for a reason, and then i realized that he might b the one..
so thats y am cryin bcus i let him go....but i couldnt hold in more...i had to.

After a month he stoped textin me, he ignored my calls, n when i wanet to talk he would say he was bussy..he just had alot goin on in his life,
but you know what, who doesn't??..i have so much more shit goin on, and yet i never put that between us...i didnt let that affect my realtionship.
but he did..he doesnt care...

Last night i told him i wanet him back now that i knew he had problems...but he said just leave me alone.
and i cryd bcus i was stupid n dumb.

Lifes hard, i make mistakes, but once i think about it i really didnt need him, its just my emosion's getin to me,
i know i do regret it but, i know i shouldnt, am still young i gotta xplore more things, see more people..

Ive been in this position way to many times, so this is nothin new to me...
am only 16 n in 5more months i will turn 17, so am really just goin to have fun with my life...live it, love it, tresure it♥