Deafening Silence

My heartbeat thumps against the inside of my skull
A million thoughts litter my brain
Each of them screaming at me to do different things
Debating with my conscience whether I should walk away
Or run after him
Neither side seems to be winning as my feet stay glued to the ground
Tears of frustration seep out of my eyes
Clouding over with confusion
A new voice in my head tell me to give up
Seek revenge on him later for making me hurt
My rapid breathing is the only sound penetrating this silence
The air around me is calm and still
While inside of me the battle rages on
Until he's gone
I have no other choice but to admit defeat
Standing there helplessly
Drowning myself in this deafening silence