So this is my love story in the end. it was heaven. then it was hell. it was everything i had ever wantedand more. It all started back in July of 05. I thought that this was the best summer of my life. I loved every single minute of it. It was amazing. my birthday was July 13. thts when everything happend. I met this boy cute as could be his name was Curtis Allen. and i set my eye on him and new it was true. It was love at first sight i promised myself if i got with him i would not fall so hard i kept promising and promising myself tht. But about 3 months in the relationship things got out of hand. He was always getting mad at me. We always fought. This was when it turned into hell. i didnt want this to end. i love him way to much to even do anything. We was fighting about having sex. I was still a virgin and i was deff not ready to commit myself i wanted to wait awhile and he was so determine to get at me like tht. i didnt want to be in a relationship like tht. But i did what i had to do. He took my virginity this night i was babysitting my aunts two lil boys. I also had my so called friend over but my aunt was not informed that curtis would be staying with us for a couple hours. Well i put the kids to bed and then went down stairs. I then ran into Curtis and he said lets go. I really didnt want to go. But i did. We went up into the guest room {which when i go over there its my room} i took off the sheets and the blanket and i laid on the bed. he slowly put it in and it was so much pain i started to cry. I wanted it all to end. but it wouldnt stop i told him i was done. he insisted we didnt stop. So we kept going and goin. Then he was done. I told him i wasnt confortable to having sex with him yet. He got all pissy with me. But he promised me after we had sex tht he was staying forever and ever. He promised that to be on everything that he loved we would be together forever. But a few months pass by. Now i was use to having the lil sexual relations with him. But this one day he came over. He was crying. (this boy hasnt cried since he was 10) he was balling his eyes out. i look at him and say bby whats wrong. and he said its my G-ma. i said what about her. {I'm not about to say the whole storythere is certin shit i want ppl to kno this is not something they need to kno.} but she wasnt the greatest out there. She was dying. I needed to be there for him. I went to the hospital with him and everything. His grandmother had told me this when he went to go get her something to drink. she said these exact words "darling come here please curtis loves you and only you i dont want you to ever let go of him he is so good to you i have never seen him this happy before escpally since his mother passed away. he wants to be with you forever and if you ever have dought about leaving him just think of this dont leave the one you love for the one you like cuz in the end you will be heartbroken cuz the one you loved will move on and not come back." by heart i loved tht women she had passed on that night a lil after we left. curtis still doesnt kno what was said. I didnt want him to kno about it. Thats what was holding me onto him. It gets tighter and tighter every time i see him. which is everyday. and now we are happier then ever we have a lil angel she is the most greatest thing anyone can ask for. she is the gift of life. she is everything and more. her daddy loves her so much. I think if it was for exactly 1 year and 6 months ago we would have been done we are waiting for lilly to start walking really good so we can get married and actually start our family. we live in our own place. but we need a good start to something new.