here i am sitting alone
playing my keyboard but
my head is thinking what's
going on,what happening
my heart is breaking,my eyes
want to cry,but no tears
to tir,but my heart is
really hurt,when i heard
that you not totally accepted
my past,and you still hiding
something that i really dont
know,but i can see in your
eyes that you fooling me
sometimes,im not sure if
that only part of you being 
a mischief or
its a big secret that can
destroy our relationship,
i once told you about my
ex boyfriend that we're
friends in social  network,
and you get mad,bcoz you
said why i should keep him
as my friend if he give me
suffer,i know you lil jelly
but at least its better that i told
you rather i hide him,bcoz i know
sooner or later you will see him in my pro.
so i'd rather tell  you about
him so wont give you shocked,but
why you so mad???we are just a
friend,and other than that no more,
what about you,there's a time i
found out that one of your friend in your list
is your girlfriend,but then i still polite to ask
you,and forgive you,but you still doing it,but
i still forgiving you,maybe im stupid,or maybe it
bcoz i just love you so much,thats why,i always forgive
and forgets whatever it is,