you all think u no me
im diffrent on the inside
i put on a smile to make you happy
but inside it not a smile but it is tears
i have no one
i have my friends but they wont alwasy be around
i have him. but he left like evyerone else
im all alone

i laugh at your joke.
i have learnt to fake a smile
to fake my life stories
i have no life
my life left long ago with him.

no one czn replace the hole in my chest.
besides the knife that goes through
the pain is more like pleasure
feels like the anger n pain is all been relised with the blood
the hidden me is comeing out
but are you all ready for the real me?
i don't think so

so i clean up the blood and wait for when you're all ready for me to come out
secrets or the truth?