La lluvia is falling on my window pane. I lay lazily on my bed and sleep cat naps. I get up and eat and read a book. I fall asleep thinking of you. I dream of nothing. I cannot remember. I lazily lay on my bed and think of bliss and nothing more. I try not to think of you even though your scent comes and hunts me and your smile makes me close my eyes. I sleep and dream with nothing. I block you out of my mind. I hear music and walk my dog. I try to enjoy a day that was meant to love. You are not here and so I refuse to drop a tear. I will not feel anger or sadness. I sleep lazily and dream of nothing. Passing the time so I can see you next time and trying not to change my feelings for you with the hurt I feel inside. La lluvia is falling on my window pane. I lay lazily on my bed and sleep cat naps. I dream of nothing so I feel nothing and my hurt and love disappears.