2008-01-28

I know i said goodbye but heres my chance to start back at hi. I'm sitting here waiting for just one sign and to think im only on the second line. Yesterday i practiced not to cry. Im getting better and my tears are almost dry. Im gonna try even more even tho my hearts still sore from the day it tore when he told me he found you behind that door. If only she wasnt such a whore. Yesterday a thought crossed my mind of you, but it didnt seem to make me quite as blue as the first moment i relized i had just permently lost you. I hope what they say is still true even to this day about if its meant to be it'll always find a way. I can only seem to think of the colors black and blue kinda how my heart felt when i first thought about you. Well times going by as im trying not to cry I hope that one day you prove you really are a nice guy!