its Better in This way>>>

Jan.20, 2008  sun. 7:13 AM

At first I’m not aware

The presence of you is unknown

But the time you start to open you lips and say a word

I was amaze and by that time, you capture my heart

The heart that I hide in a long time

Because of the time I wait and hide, I give my self a chance

I promise to my self a just a little bit of light and air

But the freedom kills me… faster and fast

And now I came in stage of no return

I can’t see and breathe properly because of the light and air is too strong

A smile and laughter when he is there

Now like hell burning with pain and tears

I love you, the best way word I describe onto you

I care the best word I can say

And pain is the best way to stop to fall more and more

Its time to let you go

Its time to face the reality

That there’s  no me in you

I don’t know how….

But what’s wrong to try

It’s better in this way than to hurt more later

It’s better to say goodbye that I want to die

It’s better to leave than to have life which is miserable

It’s better to say I love you and goodbye than I hate you because I love you

It’s better to die once than forever

Horoscope :SGNAR/grace