you did not see me cry
i promised you i wouldnt lie,
i pretended not to care
as i did nothing and just stood there,
it killed me to watch you walk away
and not even a single word did i say,
the words you had said
just kept repeating in my head,
i know i caused you pain
but i swear i played no game,


i just got scared
what if maybe oneday you'd wake up
and tell me you no longer cared,
i know it was wrong to run away and hide
but honestly i really tried,
i tried to take you as you
but ive felt pain like you have no clue,
i tried to forget my past
i prayed me and you would last,


but nothing worked as i am weak
i couldnt even face you
as i did not know the words to speak,
but now i promise to try and get strong
i hope it doesnt take to long,
so if you forgive me oneday as we planned
we can finally be
just you and me.