I woke up at the botten of the basement.
You did it agian dad.
You hit me continusly intill i couldnt defended.
I never understood why but it hurt to think what i did oh so wrong.
You always lied to me about everything.
You let me out and gave be a drink.
You said it would do no harm and make me feel better.
But it didnt it made me dizzy and blank out.
It was dark and and i was alone i had my underwear on and my tank top.
I tried to remeber but i just couldnt, i could only think of the worst.
You came in a little while later and layed next to me not a word was said.
I waited for you to go to sleep.
Then creeped out  and shut the door behind me.
I was in apin in a place i wouldnt never thing of.
I was confused and couldnt bare to even think of seeing you again.
Look what you did to me all because of you and your drunken friends.
I was in shock i guess but its your fault.
I got a knife and said goodbye.
Suddenly i was surrounded in dark red blood.
I thought it was the end but it wasnt i woke up in a white room.
I was silly to think that i would be able to leave this mess by killing myself.
But dad look what you have done to me.
I have to live with the dark and scary night mares neally every night.
I wish i could have died that night.