 | denying my feelins for you every chance i get
gettin caught up in this world of not giving a sh*t...
wrapped up in these imaginery lies that dont exist
in my head all is you...you're the king of my thoughts
only god know's how this is
at times i realize i love you,
at times i make myself "know" how much i hate you..
hate you as much as i should,
but i dont, i cant, i wont...
im gonna stop denying myself this as of 2day..
my feelins for you will never go away..
i can get with any guy in the world..
it doesn't matter..
u can get with girl after girl..
it dont matter..
as i watch, it will hurt..
without my feelins revealin,
i will hold my pride n keep it movin..
in silence then i will love u
ur friendship is enough
your voice keeps replaying in my mind,
till this day I feel your warmth
and your arms around me holdin me tight,
with your gentle touch
i feel your lips caressing mine..
a feeling i can get from no other guy..
i guess you can say the memories are enough.
i lie to myself knowin they're not.
'cause everynight i get off the phone with you,
as soon as you hang up
i pray to the lord to bless you and guide you to the right path...
and my life i would give, to see you happy, smile, and laugh.
its because i love you
something i never let you know
maybe 'cause i didnt say it..
but its all i've ever shown
i stuck with you through thick and thin..
through not just the good but also the bad
i never let you go, and i never let you down..
my apologies for thinking that actions met more than words
i didnt know i had to tell you..
i thought youu would already know
i should've said something, although i know you might not feel the same
maybe it's pointless now,
but you'll never know this poem is to you..
so then in silence then i will love u.
and in silence i will care..
this poem is dedicated to my special someone(he knows who he is)..
para que sepa que pase lo que pase..yo siempre
estare aqui esperandolo,
no importa si tengo que esperar el resto de mis dias.
el amor que tengo por el nunca y jamas morira.
TE AMO! Y TE AMARE POR SIEMPRE Y ETERNIDAD!
7/25/07 |  |
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