as i cut a little deeper
my knee's get alot weaker
i knew you were lying
but i said nothing as i stood just smiling


drip drop
the blood falls to my floor
i srangely smile and say i love you no more
but now im lying you've made me lie to myself
you have ruined my mental health


i hate you for what you have done
you should have just ended my life with a gun
but no you want to see my die slowly
yet i still love you uncontrolably


i stare in the mirror
you've made me hate what i see
who is this girl staring back at me
i take the razor and make a cut
not a doubt in my mind not even a but


insert another cut as i hold back the pain
strangely i smile yet again
im getting closer to my lifes end
dont try and stop me
because theres nothing you can do now for my heart to mend


just one more cut now
its time to let go 
sit back and let the blood flow
so gavin goodbye for now but not forever
i wont give up on hope i'll still pray we can be together