what do u see when u look at me?
am i as ugly to u as i am to me
one day im okay looking
the next i am as ugly as a pig rolling in mud
i dont understand
what is it that is going on in my head
i no people rekon im pretty and beautiful
but they dnt see the same as i do

im dirt and filth
so much that i shower cant wash away all the rankness
i scrub and scrub but nothing changes
i cry and cry but nothing changes
i put more and more make up on but nothing changes
i can still see the ugliness in my eyes
i can feel it in my skin

what did i do to get this to happen to me
why do i have this curse

where is my fairy godmother
i want a cinderella story
what do i have to do to get that
i just dont understand
where did i go wrong
what did i do wrong
how did i do it wrong

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