 | i wait for him every night
i think of him hurting, i imagine him dying
i wait for him every night
because everytime he leaves we always have a fight
i cannot adapt to living with his mother
i can't even learn to have conversations with his brother
when i'm sad, his love for me always makes me feel worse
i feel that i am a burden, i feel that i am not worth loving
everything is falling apart and he just won't leave me to fall apart alone
he thinks that i'm the best girl he's ever met
he thinks that we will be together forever
he thinks that our love will conquer all
but i'm lost
i say that i appreciate all that i've got
but maybe i don't
he says that everything will turn out okay
but maybe it won't
i love him, but living is so hard
it takes me away, and all i want to do is cry
he tells me not to give up
he says "all you have to do is try"
So I do. |  |
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