,,,well,,,same old story...my mom scold me bcoz i lost my grandmothers umbrella...
my goodness,,bcoz of dat umbrella..i think i could hav an heart attack..
each tym i get scold by my family members i felt like i want to die,,,coz im no good wit them...i am so hopeless...so pathetic...im ashamed of my self...im ashamed of hu am i..i felt like nobody likes me...i knew it all along..but what shud i do...i cant blame them coz there are times that even i,,,i hate myself...i know im stupid...geek,,and what so ever,,,all the love inside my heart fade away,,,i dont know d meaning of happiness..and wer shud i found it,,,im so tired and wasted..nobody understands me... except me and god...
well theres no good of installing hatred inside my heart..i will be the one who will carry it for the rest of my life...i know that time will come ill be the best that i can be,,,i can show to them that  i am also worth it,,,,i assure you of that,,,,