she sat in the ally, thinking of him. she would never feel herself in his arms, kissing his lips, his fingers running through her hair passionatly. she loved him and only him. her head was buried deep in her arms. she cried till she had no more tears to cry. she was left without love. she had nobody left. everyone she had ever loved had either used her, or left her.

she stood up, her sleeves dripping with fresh tears. she pulled the gun out of her purse. she pointed it to her head. she closed her eyes tight and prayed to not live from the bullet. she started shaking with fear. she didn't want to live anymore, but at the same time she was afraid of dying.

she heard a voice that made her open her eyes. it was him. he had come to stop her from killing herself. he ran over to her and grabbed her. he held her close and told her not to do it. that he had loved her all along. he just didn't realize it before now. he kissed her passionatly and ran his fingers through her hair. the kiss seemed to last forever.

The kiss broke and then he looked her in the eyes.
"you just now realized you loved me?" she asked.
"yes, i love you with all my heart" he said, his vioce full of fear.
"you took too long" she said as she put the gun to her head and pulled the trigger before he could even stop her. the blast blew her brains all over the wall next to her and he watcher her body fall to the ground. no matter how sorry he was, no matter how much he loved her, he had taken too long to realize he loved her. now because of all the time he took, she would never be his. fornever more.