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u were still &u r in the middle of my stupid heart
i hate my heart,it cant make me 4rget u
there is as if a wound that after
time passed
after u left
after those lies
after u
after her..
after so many times i felt i wana kill her but then recognized
that u r the one who should b hated and killed
&those were the 1st thoughts after u left..
2nd was only haterd&pain
i was completely goin insane
i wanted 2 find a way 2 hurt u
it was too hard
3rd came the emptiness of a brok heart
friends tried 2 support
&made me meet alot of guys
who were good&even wonderful 2b with
i tried 2 b hapy,i was just lyin 2 myself..
till 1 day i forgave u&surenderd 2life
BUT Y?Y?PLEASE TELL ME!!
y after no more than a scar left in a corner of my heart
y u returnd 2 remind me of u?
i know im so weak in front of u
ur stil an angel after all uv done
STOP CRYIN plz,cnt bear 2c ur tears
y did u open my wounds again?
GOD!y did u remind him?
what shal ido now?
can some1 tel me?
shal i 4give&return 2the heart of my dreams?
4get the tears?
or shall i stand&asif in revange walk away
cant walk away
I CANT WALK AWAY
but it hurts me2stay
oh GOD PLZ help me find a way"
ul come near wheepin&put ur head in my trimbelin arms
ul promise 2get me all the stars
il kiss u
il cry
from happiness&love 2gether
deep in my heart il beg god to vanish the rain
2return the sun..
although i already hav got one
ill pray god 2keep him safe&never let go from me...
i woke up feelin some light in my thoughts &my heart
i smiled with big drops of rain in my eyes
i cried from joy&saddness this time
JOY coz u returned 2me
i huged u,u cried,u beged 4 A CHANCE
WHAT A HUG IT WAS!!
OH how much it hurts
it was just a cruel mornin dream |  |