ere in da darkness of ma rum
i remba u, i remba da dreamz i used 2 ve
lyf means nutin 2 me rite nw m so confused...
i'm so sowi...
ol da sad memories fil ma mind
they r makin me cry..i wana scream dat i hate me..
m tryin 2 blv in my..i kno i've 2 b strong..
it was ol jus a big n a nyc dream i guess...
n da dream s a nytmare 4 me nw..i jus wana disapear..
4 u m nutin n 4 me m nobody i hate myself so much..
m dying insyd slowly n painfully
i dunno wht 2 fyl..i dunno wht or hw m suppose 2 b nemr..
da onli thn i want ws 2 b a beta persn n 2 show u how much u reli mean 2 me...
bt i cudnt evn do dat..damn! y ws i so stupid..
pls 4gv me 4 evthn pls tok 2 me..
pretendn dat i dnt exist dsnt tak u newhr..
lemme b hapi agen..lemme ve swt memories agen cz wen i dream bowt u
i 4get ol da pains n prblms n i flow on da air