i was so depress with dying heart
no reason to live and to enjoy...:(
i'm losing my wife, with the situation we have right now,,
i did asked that finacial help for something
i did like accidentally i broke the table of my boss,
insufficient income for my illness and the lost of toll fee caused by the drivers.
but i have promised her to pay.. now she thinks that im just using her
but that wasn't my intention at all, it never came to my mind that way..
i have love her for what she is, this love i have for her was so true
and it was only now that i have come this far
and felt the real love i wanted to.:(
i have showed the best i have in this relationship but then it was
turned to soemthing else when i had these illness.
i know its my fault asking her help
but she's all i could ask for...:(
now im dying with this feeling that i guess it would be totally
lossing someone like her would be som much painful in my part
for she's so much important to me, i love her so much...
living without you in my life is so useless.... you're my everything :(
this love her for ruth is so true...
i thought we would end up forever but i can no longer feel her touch
because of my stupidity...:(
she's the one i asked help for i thought
in one's marriage life both of you would help each other
through thick and thin, through richer and poorer...
now, im losing the one i love the most,,,
the woman who's so precious i have is now leaving me behind....
because she thought im a user,,, but its not...
im dying with this feeling i have for there's no reason to live anymore
and now im dying with lonely heart...
i love you so much huneegee...:(