 | Everytime we talk
I feel myself falling deeper and deeper
With nothing, and no one, around me to catch me
I know you dont feel the same for me
As I do for you
But I cant help my feelings.
You started calling me daily
I started watching the clock for 5 O'clock to come
Just waiting for your call
You are a frequent visitor to my dreams
I would find myself rushing to get to sleep at night
Knowing It would be you I would see.
In my dreams, its just you and me
I would be standing against you, your arms wrapped around me
we would lean in to kiss
and then
I would wake up
wishing I haddent
No matter how much thats what I truly want
i'd never let you know that
I've been hurt to many times int the past too
No matter how bad I want you to be the one to catch me
I know better then to believe that could ever happen
I know better then to think a guy like you
could ever think of me like that
Ever since we met
it might not seem it
but you've changed me a lot
I smile when I hear your voice
I laugh when your drunk
Sadly, along with the good, comes the bad
Im sad when your sad
I cry when I hear you speak of another girl
your cought up in a number of girls
I am guys
But for me, your the important one
The one I would do anything for
Im so scared to tell you how I feel about you
Im afraid It'll creep you out to the point of leaving all together
I dont know what I would do without you
Now that I know you, I need you in my life some how
But hearing of those other girls
Breaks my heart.
Even tho I try to hide it
I dont think I do a very good job
I know you know that I like you
But I dont think you know just how much you truly mean to me
I just wish I could make you understand
that I love you
But you dont even know
Every time you speak of her
every time I hear her name
I know how you feel about her
And sometimes I wish you felt it for me
but I know it will never happen
And wishing only makes it worse
Knowing its something I can never have
But no matter how hard I try
I cant change the way I feel....
Now every night,
I dread going to bed.
I cant sleep anymore
When I close my eyes,
Your all I see
It hurts me so bad now to the point where I cant do anything
Because everything makes me think of you.
And I know that you will never love me
the way I love you |  |
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