well its seems i am putting a ton of poems on here today that have just sat around for years.. that being said i just want to make sure everyone gets that some of my poems are really old and arent really relevent to my current life and that in some i use wording and such that some may look too deep into... like in one i say at one point eveyone wishes they could die... i dont mean that in the literal sense that everyone at some point is suicidal more that everyone comes to a point where they question the value of their lives this can be a sober even... especially because usually it happens when we are going through a hard time... so please dont take anything to seriously because quite frankly  some of them i may be the only one who will really get...