when we first got together
i just knew it would be forever
but who knew that forever would come so soon
you were my first real love and i know for sure that i was yours
the first time i woke up beside you
i knew that it was something that i wanted to do every morning for the rest of my life
people didnt believe in our love simply because we were so young
but who hasnt heard of young love?
i truly thought that my search for love had ended...
but as always...i was wrong
i spoke the words so i guess you could say i am to blame
i just never thought you would give up on me so easily
i dont know what pushed me to say it
i just did
and when you didnt come back all i could do was cry
almost two years have passed and all i always seem to do is think about you
i cant seem to get up the nerve to call you for fear of rejection
for fear that you have moved on and forgotten all about me
you call me occasionally and although im so glad to get your phonecalls
i know that you are only calling to hurt me
you brag about your new relationship and how much she means to you only because you know it will hurt me
but for some reason i always continue to listen
everyone knows about my love for you
but you seem to be the only one who doesnt understand
my heart and my love has been committed to you ever since the day we were through
and it seems strange that you could love me so much one day and hate me so much the next
so if your love for me was not real, then i want you to know that my love for you was so real and unconditional
i know that no one will ever love you the way that i do
sooner or later you will know too
but from this moment on when you call i wont answer the phone
because as much as i hate to admit it i know that i cant keep chasing you.