 | its been ages since i saw my ex bf.. who was my first and only love.
My friend kelly and his friend ben made a plan to make us see each other again and hang out .. the four of us. well we went to see him in this dead end road lol. we walked all the way there to see him and as soon as he saw me from a far he got on his scooter and rode away . ben just followed him cause he didnt know what to do . kel and i decided to start walkin away and then we got a fone call from ben saying " josh doesnt want to see katrin cause she makes him sick "
the fone call ended and later on he called again asking where we were and he sed out of no where " josh sed, if katrin thinks his so gay then why did she go out with him, that just makes her a man." so then we stopped talking again and then we called them back this time. kelly said " why are u being a dik head, she just wanted to see u as friends and u just rode of and was sending rude txts messages for no reason at all "
after that call was over we got another txt. it sed from josh " dont call me gay and shave your top lip " that really hurt my feelings when he said dat cause he is the guy i went out with for ages. thats pretty much what happened that day and yeah . i still do love him .. even though he sed those things. i dont know why but i just keep holding on to him.
he was my first kiss , the first guy ive really liked and the first guy ive ever went out with . today is valentines day and i really want to tell him how i feel . what do u rekon i should i do ? should i give him a valentines card with everything i feel about him or let him go completely.
Love katrin
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