sitting with my heart on my sleeve
as i fight back the screaming
watching the boy I loved slip away
nothing could of helped me
it was doomed from the start
playing in the shadows
keeping others away
I never wanted to feel this way
or have anyone see the weeping child
tomorrow I'll be better
tomorrow I'll not think of him
I promised these to myself
and tomorrow never comes
i see my heart rip a little
feel my eyes lubricated with tears
can this get worse?? is this love??