inside myself i intend to stay
because of the things u tend to say
when in the world will i be okay
i hate this beast i have become
a beast that i kept in its enternal abyss
but now its released
let out to wreak havoc upon my love filled utopia
when im near you i feel like anything is possible
but u feel nothing for me
you beat on me until your thirst for blood is quenched
you have lowered my pride to the point where i dont recognize myself
looking in the mirror i cant see my reflection no more
the person i was is no longer there
no longer does he tell me to stand up for wat is right
all i see is this red eyed demon telling me to kill you
he says its the only way to end it
so now i stand before you with a blade
made from the steel of our wedding ring
a cold steel that is now equal to my heart
you created this
now you must suffer the consenquences of your creation
maybe in the next lifetime youll know better
but in this time you must learn the hard way
not to tempt your true love
not to abuse a poets heart
not to hurt a demonized soul
not to mess with the wrong person
because then they might turn into your worst nightmare
now you look into my eyes the same way i did
all those times
but now i can rest in peace knowing that i killed the most ugly beast in the universe
this beast that i once was proud to call my girl
but i guess i was wrong
but now you know much better
dont you