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a bloody addiction

By sunshine01
06.03.2008
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	i feel anger and sadness, as i sit in my room lookingat a blade. tryin to resist temptation, as the yelling voices keep coming. i grab the blade hesitantly. i look at my arm...... studying it, then hold my breath and easily cut, slowly going a little deeeper! i drop the blade, rocking back and forth. it feels so good to relieve the pain. after that my arm.... hurts so bad! that doesnt matter evertime i feel sadness or anger which was all the time. id grab the razor blade and cut. id do it 3 or 5 times a day. its an addiction! i cant stop!!!

seductiveangel

71 days ago Reply

WOW, I used to be that way, but it was once a day and I made three cuts on my arm or thigh. It's an addiction alright, just like drinking and drugs. People look at us as if we're in the wrong for doing this to ourselfs; but what they don't understand is the pain we live day by day, the suffering we just can't get rid of. The memories that haunt us, the days we just want to give it all up. I've overcome this addiction, and so can you. Don't give up...

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