We met in kindergarten
You came up to me on Valentine's Day
You gave me a card
I still laugh to this day
For inside was a Daisy
My favorite flower
And five simple words:
"Will you be my Valentine?"

Years went by
And we were inseperable
I started to fall for you...
But I never said anything
Only because it would make things between us...
Awkward.
I didn't want that...
So, I kept my feelings inside.

Then, you went and had girlfriend
After girlfriend...
And I smiled,
Day in and day out
To show you that I wasn't hurting;
That I was happy for you...

But girlfriend after girlfriend
Broke your heart...
And girlfriend after girlfriend
I was the best friend anyone could possibly have...

Then nine years later
From the day we met...
You came to my house....
Drunk.
I know you didn't mean what you did...
You were drunk...
You didn't know what you were doing...

You corrupted my soul that ugly morning...
You broke my heart in more than two places...
The shards falling and tearing at my spirit.

Then you went to the place we first met...
Drinking down that poison ....
I hated myself for letting you leave.
But I was far too scared to move...

You were the one I loved
With all my heart
And all my soul
Now you're gone...
No place I can go... in the living body
Of me.

I can't hold you.
I can't tell you that I loved you.
I can't tell you how I forgive you.
I can't kiss you.
I can't feel your cheek against mine.
I can't hear your laugh.

Not anymore...
My dreams try to show me
What it was like to be around you...
My heart beat with such rapid desire;
My body feeling your warmth;
My ears hearing your heartbeat.
But they all have faded with the years...

I'm sorry I keep thinking of you...
But you went too soon
... how could you?