 | ..i started feeling dis kinda' strange feeling wen i was a 2nd yr college.close tlga q sa mga boiz dan gurls.so i had this guy fwend named "jOeL"..he's not gwapo i admit but he has a strong appeal!..plus the attitude..at 1st i tried to deny myself dat im falling 4 him.everytym he's wid his gf who's one of my close fwend i oweiz get hurt..a year had pass and i thought dis feeling is already gone.but it was'nt..
..we had an overnyt in our gay fwend's hauz,.the 5 of ua slept in one rum..and he's the 1 laying besyd me..(hehe kilig!).the lyts were off,and all of them r already asleep,but me and him wer still awake..he made me faced him and i was very shock bcoz he did kiss me!
i was very nervous dat tym but at d same tym, enjoying every minute of it.i can feel his tongue playing mine..
..'d morning after,a soft kiss in my cheeks wake me up.he agen laid bsyd me and hug me..kissing my neck!
..'d sad part of it is dat until now,idont know if were olredi "on"..
..den i had my 1st bf hu wants a reconcillation between us.we do call each using our former endearment call.."hon".i can still feel d emontion i've had for him 3 yrs ago.were still sweet to each other and i think nothing's changed..
..the conflict of this is story is,..i had a feeling for both of them..im eally confused bout dis!!..its between past and present.'my fwend ahs n ultimate crush in our school and it really made my heart bleed evrytime dey'r togeder..huhuhuhu....
..wt shud i do??..im open for any advices from any of you guy'z..'ope u can help me.. |  |