I told myself I wouldn't, I wouldn't break your heart. I told myself that nothing could ever tear us apart. I told myself I wouldn't cry and no matter what, I'd hate to die. I told myself I wouldn't, but I went suicide. Don't blame yourself, it was all me. It wasn't the life I wanted it to be. So many things I'd done wrong. So many times I'd heard our song. I pulled the trigger, in a blink of an eye. I fell to the ground and took my life. I didn't mean for this to happen. I just got so confused. People all around me telling me what to do. I didn't want for us to break up. I didn't want for you to leave. All the things you'd ever done, they were good to me. I'm sorry for the things I'd said and all the times I'd lied. I'm sorry for everything, especially taking my life. I wanted to be with you, I swear it's true...but this was something I had to do. I was playing with your heart, it wasn't hard to see. It's not that I didn't love you, but you just weren't for me.