Thoughts are churning in my head,
I can't believe it,
I loved him, I did,
Guys found me attractive, so what?
He was all I wanted, that's it.

Today, guess what I see,
Him writing a message to his ex, how lovely,
Best part, he calls her my love, what he called me,
And this, so recent,
It stings me.

He tells her not to lose hope,
Then what am I ? Miss rebound bag,
Is that all I am, in your eyes,
I may be a million miles away,
I may come from a different faith,
But in my prayers, you are always there.

Today, you broke my heart,
You started her hope up again,
Did you think I stopped reading,
Did you think I was like all the other girls?
You never saw me, now you never will.

Even so, fact remains, I love you,
I still want to give you,
The benefit of doubt,
Tell me, DO YOU DESERVE IT ?
I always put myself below your importance,
And now look where I am,
Deserted yet again.