 | *MY THOUGHTS*
YOU and I
When I heard you say those words i felt saddened. "We need time" you said.
They made me realize how stupid I was for not realizing what was going on.
I guess I rushed things, when instead i should have juast enjoyed the
beaautiful moments we had together.
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Almost a week has gone by since our last kiss.
Third period is not the same anymore...
like when you used to make up excuses
just to talk to me and all those fun times we had
just talking about random things.
All this week has served me to think of you even more..
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Today I waited for you after fourth period and like always ypu were with HER..
I told you I wasn't a jealous girl, but I lied and you know its because I* like you..
You walkes me to fifth period and I was extremely nervous on the way over there..
I didn't know what to say and I didn't want to studder
When we got near my class you stopped and you gave me a strong hug
and I wished you'd never let go of me..I held you tightly against me,
wanting to kiss you, but something else triggered in me saying
"let hi give it to you, but if he doesn't you ask for it"
"Can I have a kiss?" is what I asked. You npdedded in agreement..
I enjoyed having your lips on mine and I enjoyed having you arms around me again..
It felt like the very first kiss we shared together..I thought that maybe that kiss would
fix things betweens us and that I might have meant something to you..
but for some reason I believe it didn't..
Wednesday is here and when I saw you I immediatly apologized for asking you for a kiss..
I was just looking for an excuse to talk to you again..I told you that it wasn't that I hadn't
enjoyed the kiss, but that I didn't think it was correct to be kissing if we wern't going out anymore..
We walked a few steps forward and then I said that I had to go, I gave you a friendly hug,
but ypu held me tight..and I saw..you tried to kiss me, but didn't know if you should..
Our lips just brushed, but I can't think straight anymore..
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Yesterday and today are on my mind..when our lips touched..I was eager to see you once more,
but when I finally found you, you were with her again..I went towards you,
but you just waved your fingers at me..I didn't care, I still hugged you and kissed you on your cheek
eventhough that girl was there..I saw the way she looked at us and the look she gave you..
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Today I set a goal I have decided that you will be mine once more..
and when I put my mind on something I don't give up easily..
Hopefully I'll accomplish my goal..Just imagine you and I together again..
I'll try and I'll try until myy heart can't handle anymore pain..
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Today we could of had three weeks of dating, but stuip me had to mess everything up..
I believe that today I might have made you jealous, but you have nothing to worry about..
My HEART is all yours and My THOUGHTS are all about you and only you..
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Weeks have gone by noe and I still think of you from time to time..
but now things are different your HEART isn't mine anymore..
I believe you have found someone else..
that day I heard you talk about a girl and how you thought you liked her..
broke my HEART I felt like crying..
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WILL BE CONTINUED...
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