At that very moment I saw him; He is cute; I can't help staring at him during our meeting...(Actually it was not our meeting but their club meeting because I was not yet a member during that time.) After that meeting, I was back on the track with how my life is working. My friends knew that I had a boyfriend that was not a boyfriend...(meaning---It just looks like I had one but not visible to them.) Days had pass and I had to end my so called "relationship" with my so called "boyfriend" because of some reasons that I don't want to share. My life is so boring and I have to divert my attention to something that is useful to me to forget my so called "heartaches". After all life must go on!  So it was semestral break and I don't want to be left home staring at the ceiling and doing nothing. Thank God that Darling gave me a phone call asking me to go with her in there club project in some of the hospital in the city. :) I went there and I saw him again!:) The cute guy in the meeting. :) He is really cute! I thought he is a snob but he is quite funny and cool!:) My friend introduced me to him. He is smilling and reach his hand to me for a hand shake. I never really thought that we could be friends but then again that was the start of our so called "friendship". I was quite irritated with your jokes because it was not really funny at all. You also keep on teasing me with one of your friends that I don't even like. Your friend is just like a brother to me.  We really become close with each other. We had talk all night long. You made me feel that the feeling is mutual between the two of us. You had given me an extra attention among our friends. You had ask me for a date but I was not able to attend with it for three times. Its not that I don't want to be with you but its just that I need to attend an important thing. Days had past and I did not quite understand what I am really to you. You made me feel that I'm very very special but you are not saying anything to me and then I just knew that you already had a girlfriend of your own. I was quite hurt with that news and told myself to stop communicating with you and that everything was just a lie. You just made me fall for your trap. I did manage to stop our communication after that last text message that I had send you. (this is the message in the text: "I'm sorry but I have to tell you this because it is hurting me so. I thought the feeling is mutual. You just made me feel special. I hate you for making me feel like this, for making me fall for you. I love you but I have to end this because I'm just a friend to you. Again I love you and I have to say Goodbye.") After that I just vanished in your life. Days and months had past and we start communicating again; It seems that you will not let anything to blocked our way. Love did really found its way for us to connect again and now its been two long years together as lovers. I just can't believe it that we made it this far and I'm still hoping that we will really make it forever. Trials will come our way but we just need to face it together for our love to never fade.