One more chance I feel I have and I keep messing up or you keep looking  for excuses.

Trying to change me into what you want.

Asking me for the person who you met at first.

Not knowing that death and betrayal from friends and financial problems have change my spirit.

You Not knowing that my heart breaks and tears shed have mold me into who I am at the moment.

I am trying hard to remember who that was you met and my children also misses her.

I just know that if there was a little laughter and peace for a while at least....I could

be that person again or better.

Sorry  for bringing up my reality to your world.

It is so extreme for so many I forget, people cannot handle what I handle and I expect too much or they expect too much from me...

either way you need to give me a little time and a little of laughter to heal.

You are sweet and a comedian at times but you make me cry now ..instead of laughing you didn't realize this I guess.

My daily life has hit you because you decided to give a little more of yourself.

Now give my second chance to live a loving life with you a fair chance if not ...I need to walk away strong.

Thank you friend ...thank you lover...thank you Negrito de mi alma.

You came ...you talked...you share...you showed love to my family...you are calling..and you are trying to get there....

But...its been only a week my love...besos