 | Begin your sentence with the words of betrayal, I won't blame you at all When I suffer from reckless oblivion, I'll pretend not to act appalled And when you squeeze your anger deep into my engrossed body You'll use an excuse to justify how disrespecting me is just a hobby
Well breathing isn't required, and fists don't need to be clenched You don't have to trap me in anger, you don't have to keep me entrenched If it makes it easier to rape me, then expose me for what I am The things you see may shock you, but I swear I do the best I can
And if you're begging for attention, then I'll grovel at your mercy You can tell me how it's pointless, or instead, how I'm just not worthy Pulling threads of pain through my pores will not cure this rage Writing pointless syllables will not release me from this cage
You can tie this rope tighter, you can wrap the chains with hate The tighter you squeeze the anger, the quicker I dissipate Lift me off the ground with my heels barely touching the floor If all you wanted was for silence, I wouldn't have spoken anymore
But I begged on account of remorse and screamed for my release Hoping to get you to notice, enlightened with thoughts of peace But if you want to torture this and beat it until it turns blue Then God for bid I try and stop the things you've set out to do
I swear I tried to save this, rather than suffocate within your hands I would have stood up to tell you, but you wouldn't let me stand If all you wanted was a solution, then we should have thought it through I would have stopped this hatred, I would have done it all for you |  |