Last night i dreamt
about my mother,
she asked,
"How are you?, and you're brother??"
I said we're doing okay,
but you know we're missing you.
Each and every day
I hope and pray it isn't true.
You're the one, who raised me up
whenever i was down.
You put a smile on my face,
now instead, i wear a frown.
I try so hard, to do my best,
in everything i do.
But you just don't understand,
How hard it is to push on through.
Daddy says i can do better,
at school and at the house.
He doesn't get how sad i am,
I cry as quiet as a mouse.
My eyes are red from missing you,
my thoughts are always racing,
of you, and all the different
troubles, that i would be facing.
She said, "Hey j, i hope you know,
you are my shining star.
I'm always watching down on you,
even though its from afar."