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Why do I still Love you?


	when I need someone to lean on, you are never there. when I need to tell you something, you dont even care. you tell me over and over that you love me dearly, I know you dont,I see it clearly. ... ... ... what do you think I am? a loser or a freak? you were supposed to be the one, the one who made me weak. since the first day i saw you, I thought that we'd be friends. a friendship not too serious but one that never ends. Then SHE got in the way, i knew that she would i warned you more and more that she probably could. I begged you not to listen, i tried to shoo her away, she said she didnt care for you and I stupidly said okay. After a while i knew it was a lie, cause she always talked about you and i wanted to die. so why did you listen after i begged you not? i guess our love was not what i thought. Now your not talking to me, your being awefully weird. this happend all too fast and its the one thing that i feared. Why did you do this? Kill me with ZERO guilt at all? Did you wait for all this time, just for me to fall? fall for you and once i did you'd throw me down and close the lid? My heart and mind went through a fight, You really hurt me, i cry every day, and every night. I guess its okay, i really do Why? Because, I still love you. Modified by CaitlinEMC Modified by CaitlinEMC