 | My story started over 13+ years ago.The one and only one that I ever really loved.Some tings I cant put on here but he was the love of my life for the 8 months that we were together.I loved him so much.He was married at the time going through a divorce and then things happend.I thought things were great because he had said we would be living with him before school started.I really dont understand what happend and what went wrong for I got no answers.I find out he was seeing someone else and that they were getting married,wasnt long after that they moved out of state,for 11+ years I didnt talk or see him.Now he is back and I have saw and talked to him and its brought back everything I had for him.Even though I got married and we had a child,I put a as I call it "a wall of love up"and I have never felt this way with anyone but this one person.Its hard to talk to him,its hard to see him.I have so many question and really no answers.I never let him go,wasnt a day that went by that I didnt think about him.Now thats hes back and I see him online or I see him or talk 2 him all I want to do is cry.What should I do?From whycanti |  |