I thought I could just say bye
But every night you never leave my mind
Why is it always like this
I want to end things here and now
I know I'm dumb
I know I'm stupid
Still I want you with me
I want you to leave
I can't make up my mind
If you go you spare me pain
If you go I'll feel pain
You might not care
But truth is I do
No matter what I say
No matter how bad things are
Thinking about how things were before
Makes me hate what's going on now
Every call, every saturday
I'm wishing it was you
I'm talking to
But each time we start over
I do something
You do something
And we go back to how we were
But all you need to know is
My love will never change