Stabbed in the face by a lie

But at the time

I was to numb to understand what was happening

Where did I go wrong?

If I caught your eye

Weren’t these feelings strong?

To just let them pass by

If I sit around and dwell of the past

These feelings will forever last

Days conclude that shallow were your thoughts

Even though they elude

Still my attention was brought

Even though you lied

I feel you were caught

These days I was betrayed

Soon will stop

Feeling hate no longer comforts

In all denial I’d still confront her

I’d still want her

Though they tried to save a lie

Cautious now I understand

If a girl between

Then problems man to man

How selfish I am

But how bout them

A girl I loved

And my best friend

Where do I surrender?

If there is no trusting them?

Where does the day begin?

If still we pretend

That every thing in time

Is for the better good

The way this worked out

Was the way it should

Where did I go wrong?

If this year I was blind

Lost to the stars

Only feeling the sun shine

Break away the ties

That always held us tight

Never read the fine print

That one day he’d hold spite

Tell me that I’ve changed

Well so have you

Brother to brother

I’d never do that to you

Tell me how I’ve changed

And I’d admit the truth

Were you too young to see?

What this would finally do

Maybe I’ve been blind

But I’ve seen the truth

Clouded in between

Our friendship knew

That even while you made the actions

You felt were fair

No satisfaction you will see

When she doesn’t care

Held between my hands

But slipping from my grip

That first knife you stabbed

May have been a slip

But since then we traveled

A daunting road

And many more knives

Have come to follow

Where did I go wrong?

If I see the truth

While there was nothing inside of me

There was nothing inside of you

What did I expect?

If I slipped away

That you would hold her hand as friends

Till I found my way

Where did I go wrong?