 | Once again, here I am. Being strong for you, although you don’t feel any strength. You don’t even acknowledge that I am here… well, here I am. Feeling betrayed. Feeling like death just kissed my face. Feeling like my heart is no longer able to break, the pieces you’ve shattered are too small now to break. I want you so badly to call, to tell me that you are sorry and that you were wrong… I want so badly to play some songs that make me feel hatred for you… I so badly do not want to hate you – I feel that somehow even though you’re in a mess that you are still a good person. I want so badly for you to find your own strength and to stop making these same mistakes … I want so badly what is best for you… but I want so badly what is best for me too. Sometimes there are things that just cannot be compromised. I have high standards and I want you to have your standards high too. I want you to want what is best for you. I want all of these things and then I remember, that not only do you not want me, but you have to want these things for yourself. My high standards for you aren’t going to get you anywhere.
Dedicated to all those that I so badly wanted to succeed. |  |
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