i was still so cut
wounds raw and fresh and stinging

you finally took me and
it was supposed to be my fairytale

you were all mine again, everything i had fought for
and then more

but you were so scared
weren't you?

so maybe i shouldn't have cared
should i have?

but i felt at that moment -
that you didn't love as i loved

just tell me, was i right?
you would've tossed it all away again, i know you would've

so i stopped it and
saved you from your situation

...again
did you understand? again, it was all for you.

together, we've created this emptiness
where swelling should have been

and i understand that you don't feel it like i do,
but please, please tell me you know too..

..that it was special.
it was special, wasn't it?